crazy ass brother...

Just when things are starting to go so smoothly and nicely in the Nelson family, psycho (also known as Garrett) has to come crawling home because he gets into a fight his girlfriend! Well guess what, its a tough world out there, grow up, and stop coming back to mommy and daddy when things get tough. Of course you are going to get in fights, you dont work, you go to school apparently, you have a crazy freakn temper, and you are flat out an ass. UGH...I can not stand him! He has done so many hurtful things to me and its like everyone expects me to forget it and move on. Everyone changes when he is around--no one is the same--mainly because I think they are all afraid of what he will do if they dare say something to him. My parents expect me to just move on become the best sister in the world to him, they tell me to stop waiting for an apology, well the time has past, I am over the whole apology thing--its time for a change! I am sick of always having to be the bigger person and having to act like he didnt do things to me. I am sorry, but did he threaten anyone else and their life? Did he write horrible nasty things about them and spread horrible things around? Yeah, I think not!!! When he comes around, I literally get sick in my stomach, I cant sleep at night knowing he is in the next room, and I just dont want to be home or anywhere he might be! He needs to realize he needs some serious help and actually go out and get that help. When you get fired from your job for being an ass, that should be an eye opener to realize that something is wrong. I am so over him and the way people expect me to treat him. He hasnt been a brother to me for the past 4 years, and I dont see that happening anytime soon...he is dead to me, gone, nothing will ever be the same...and it sucks that no one else seems to understand the extent to which he effected and hurt me...no one!