crazy ass brother...

Just when things are starting to go so smoothly and nicely in the Nelson family, psycho (also known as Garrett) has to come crawling home because he gets into a fight his girlfriend! Well guess what, its a tough world out there, grow up, and stop coming back to mommy and daddy when things get tough. Of course you are going to get in fights, you dont work, you go to school apparently, you have a crazy freakn temper, and you are flat out an ass. UGH...I can not stand him! He has done so many hurtful things to me and its like everyone expects me to forget it and move on. Everyone changes when he is around--no one is the same--mainly because I think they are all afraid of what he will do if they dare say something to him. My parents expect me to just move on become the best sister in the world to him, they tell me to stop waiting for an apology, well the time has past, I am over the whole apology thing--its time for a change! I am sick of always having to be the bigger person and having to act like he didnt do things to me. I am sorry, but did he threaten anyone else and their life? Did he write horrible nasty things about them and spread horrible things around? Yeah, I think not!!! When he comes around, I literally get sick in my stomach, I cant sleep at night knowing he is in the next room, and I just dont want to be home or anywhere he might be! He needs to realize he needs some serious help and actually go out and get that help. When you get fired from your job for being an ass, that should be an eye opener to realize that something is wrong. I am so over him and the way people expect me to treat him. He hasnt been a brother to me for the past 4 years, and I dont see that happening anytime soon...he is dead to me, gone, nothing will ever be the same...and it sucks that no one else seems to understand the extent to which he effected and hurt me...no one!

Valentines!

So yesterday was kinda a crazy day! I was the lucky one and had 2 special Valentine Dates...Bailey and Peyton! We had a lot of fun hanging out together! Giving up my original Valentines date wasnt so bad after hanging out with the kids! Plus, I have been sick for 2 weeks so it wouldnt have been much fun anyway! HA My lovely parents went out and bought me a few tops and doorbell ditched...well they left it at Chucks house (I was there overnight) then called and told me there might be something there--but I still believe watching EITHER of them try to run would have been funny! I hope everyone else enjoyed their Valentines and remembered to share the love with everyone! :)

Super Bowl

So usually my family goes all crazy nuts for the superbowl...lots of food and people...just a huge party. Well this year we didnt do anything! It was so sad! It was just me and my parents with psycho (Garrett) and Stacey--I was pretty upset with the whole thing! I also wanted a jersey for the game, and could not find one ANYWHERE! I mean, HELLO do they not sell them for the superbowl?!? UGH...ANNOYING! So I thought the game itself was pretty boring...except the last quarter...that was amazing! Oh and the interception with return touch down was just FUNNY because he pretty much passed out afterwards! HA...even the commercials sucked this year! Speaking of which, the 3D commercials were a total LET DOWN! I just LOVED the glasses...even though they started to give me a headache...maybe I shouldnt wear them all the time! HA! Oh and why was everything an upcoming movie? UGH...the whole thing just annoyed this year! Oh well...next year I will have to plan something ahead of time...I just sometimes feel like I live in an old persons home with the way my parents are! HAHA :) Speaking of parents, they are leaving in 2 weeks for like 5 days...what should I do?!? I am thinking maybe a White Trash party...but I dont know yet! We shall see!!!